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It was dark when she woke, or at least the room was. She tried to get up and found she could not easily sit up. Her wrist cuffs were on and locked together. Something was very wrong. They had company this weekend. He wouldn’t risk outing them both would he? "Ah, princess. Your awake." she heard her Master bite out. He was angry...but why? What had she done or forgotten to do? She had been a gracious, welcoming hostess, but not inappropriately so. Then she recalled her mistake. She had seen her Master’s friend watching her, and there was also the offhand appreciative remarks he had made about her. Then when she had gone to bed last night, the simple goodnight kiss meant in friendship had gone a bit awkward. Master’s friend Jim turned into the kiss instead of accepting it on his cheek. Although it may not have ended as quickly as it should have it was still brief. But she knew better, it should not have been at all. Master knew that she had thought Jim attractive at one time, even knew she’d had a small crush on him. "Yes...Sir" The delay was only in confusion, not in disrespect but in this mood he would tolerate no delay. The sting of his hand on her bottom was her reminder for prompt obedience. From the heat of it, she realized her demure nightgown (for when they had company) was no longer on. It was then she thought to worry and to start looking around.
Jenna was in their basement play room, the one they told everyone was a meditation room. It was quiet , filled with cushions and ottoman like pieces and several tall candle holders. The central focus of the room was the large armoire against the far wall. But now a chair had been brought in and centered; in it was Jim. "Good, see to the candles and take your place." was all that was said, she’d heard that so often it perhaps should have been comforting. This time it made her cold with dread and embarrassment. No one was supposed to know she thought as she quickly rose to light the candles. "Yes, sir" was her only reply. Her chore finished she knelt on a cushion near him. She waited to see how angry he was and what would come next. "Jim thinks you might like to spend some time alone in his company, princess. He thinks that perhaps a night or two with you and this silly infatuation you two seem to have would be over. I wonder what you think.... Or rather what you were thinking! As if I wouldn’t notice the stolen kiss and inviting looks. At least he came to me to ask, but you... I thought you knew better." The stinging slap across her face sent her back a foot or two. The tears came now, not only for the slap but for the disappointment lacing every word from Master’s lips. She righted herself as quickly as she could, and kneeling again tried to resist looking up at her beloved Master. "Now, Jim has been made to understand that I am the Master here and you belong to me. However I concede that friends do share their toys....and in the interest of friendship I have agreed to a bit of sharing." Jenna’s whole body flushed with embarrassment now...a toy to be shared?? She looked up pleadingly at her Master but said not a word, as she did so her play collar went around her neck and was cinched tight. Jim and Master exchanged nods, and when the leash was brought forward and clicked on Jenna had to stifle a gasp when it was handed to Jim. "Obey him." Master said as he grasped her chin. Looking into her nervous face he granted a small reprieve, "I will let him know if he goes too far." Both Master and Jim chuckled at that. But Jenna had no time to dwell on it, "Come here" was Jim’s first command, accompanied by a sharp tug on her leash. Jenna fell to her hands and started to push to a standing position, "No, I didn’t say to stand up..." She quickly crawled the rest of the way. As she reached him, Jim stood up. He was imposing, well over 6 feet and still well muscled as he neared 45. "Remove my clothes, jeans first." As Jenna kneeled and reached to undo his fly, Jim roughly grasped a fistful of her long dark hair. Somewhere behind her, Jenna heard Master disrobing as well. Hands shaking she began to undo his pants and slide them down. Nothing under the pants...of course thought Jenna as Jim’s erection sprang out. Now using her hair to slowly guide her to a standing position he kissed her harshly and quickly. The kiss left her a bit dazed and she became clumsy in taking off his shirt. She had been focused on Jim, and so when she heard the hiss and felt the sting of Master’s new flogger she was completely caught off guard. A startled yelp escaped her, "Clumsy, princess...and not quiet either." was Master’s sardonic comment. "Jim...surely you can keep he mouth quiet....." Grinning, Jim sat back in the chair and roughly brought Jenna’s mouth down to his straining cock. "Mmmmm" he sighed as her warm wet mouth enclosed him. She echoed his sigh as she knelt before him, the embarrassment was draining away. All she could think off was the hot length of Jim’s dick in her mouth....and that Master was watching her be used...as he had confided long ago that he wished to. Jenna began to blow Jim in earnest, running her nails gently down his thighs and to grasp the sides of his ass. Tonguing the ridge under the head of his penis and then sliding him as far down her throat as she could. As she started to enjoy herself, she felt the next lash of the flogger on her ass. The delicious warm sting it left behind made her moan, and she shifted herself so she could lift her bottom for more of her Master’s attention. The lashes continued for a bit and she knew her ass was rosy red and welted, but it was impossible for her not to arch into the swing. Her pussy was getting stung from the stray strands and made her wetness run. Master’s strong hands stroked up her inner thighs and again she moaned onto Jim’s wet shaft. As Master’s hands reached her labia, she heard him grunt with satisfaction at her wetness. He withdrew his hands and rose. Jenna felt loss when he got up, but Jim had her to himself now and grabbing a fistful of hair on each side of her head Jim began to fuck her mouth, fast and hard. Jenna could barely catch a quick breath before his hot dick was thrust deep into her mouth again. To try and save her bruised mouth, Jenna pulled up a bit, she began to lick the base of his cock and his balls. She was getting him as wet with her mouth as she could. Then she knelt up and brought up her generous breasts and placed his throbbing dick deep in her cleavage. Jim’s large hands reached for her breasts and began toying with them, as he fucked her tits. He pinched and tugged at the dark pink nipples; then Master was handing him something...She felt the painful grip of her weighted clamps placed on each nipple. Master came from behind her and pulled her down to the cushions, she lay on her back and knew the delicious pain would come next. She felt Jim rise and he came to kneel by her head, "Do not touch him until you have permission, " Master warned. Master knelt between her legs, already spread for him...she must have been good, he knew this was her favorite. He knelt so that the heat of his shaft sat just over her clit and then he let the small leather flogger fall on her breasts and clamped nipples. "Ooo" she cried and tried to arch her cunt up so her clit would rub against his dick. Again and again he stuck her and each time he would grind his cock against her clit until she was sobbing both from the pain and from need. Master signaled to Jim and he removed the clamps from Jenna’s swollen nipples...she cried out at the pain the restored circulation brought but Jim bent over and kissed and sucked away the pain and any thoughts of it. "Stroke him, Now princess" Master commanded. Jenna brought her hands to Jim’s dick and began to work him slowly, he returned the favor by biting lightly on her breasts and nipples. Jenna’s cries were becoming frantic when Jim sat up and laid his cock to her lips and thrust in as Master entered her pussy. She moaned as she sucked and rocked her hips against her Master’s. She was lost in lust and need now, desperately wanting to cum, for them to cum in her. She pleaded for release and received a stinging slap from her Master...he fucked her harder and Jim pulled her head up by her hair and began masturbating his cock across her lips....she licked at him, trying to bring him back into her mouth. She felt her hips lifted higher and a throbbing shaft pressed into her backside she began to stiffen in fear. Several quick slaps across her ass reminded her, this was not just for fun, there was punishment here...and her bottom would pay her penance. Master’s thick cock pushed into her tight ass and tears welled in Jenna’s eyes. Jim slid his dick back to her lips and Master slowly started to stroke her clit. The pain, not gone, but manageable once again budded into impossible pleasure and she sucked greedily at Jim’s member while Master fucked her ass. Jim reached down to force Jenna’s head all the way down on him as his orgasm overcame him. His cum spurted down her mouth, across her neck and even a bit reached her breasts. Master thrust up into her and pinched her throbbing clit and let himself cum into her ass....She whimpered and pleaded hoping he would allow her release... He bent over, kissed and then harshly bit her hip... she knew he was considering denying her even as he smiled in his own afterglow. "Hmmm, very well..." He said and then dipped his head lower. As Jenna squeezed her eyes closed she could feel Master’s kiss on her abused pussy and surprisingly, Jim’s kiss too. Jim had shifted to better kiss and bite at her breasts, his hand still wrapped in her hair. Master begun to flick his tongue and suck at her clit, her cries came faster and she could no longer prevent herself from bucking under his worshiping tongue. When Master’s fingers entered her aching pussy she shattered, cumming with a shrieking cry and arching and bucking beneath him. As she caught her breath, the embarrassment came flooding back ....until she heard Jim’s contented whisper, "Beautiful, Thank you."
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 4:31 pm |
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"Passings"
Barely breathing, hardly here A life soon passing; drawing near A soul of walls keeps closing in Where it may go; where it has been
Darkest shadows, wicked light They sit right by your side this night A stranger's voice keeps calling you To come on home and dawn anew
Lifetime passes by these eyes Truths be told; wears no disguise A soul be cleansed; prepared a course With all its good; less its remorse
Lifting upwards, Heaven brings, Angels bear untarnished wings And guided to a promised place, To taste its light of sweet embrace
"Alone"
When all but written, said and done; The blazing sun sinks deep behind A far horizon, she'll make her run As darkness falls; the day refined Clouds roll and thicken, fill the space Stars once shining, concede their place Echoes of thunder ignite the air Resonates off this concrete lair
Behind these musty walls of gloom A sacred hollow to retreat; Lies way beneath a castle room Secluded chamber; a place so sweet Deathly silence; she fills the air The only sound, a faint heartbeat Outside, the crash of pouring rains, Seep through these walls and in my veins
Alone; such joy placed in a sadness To write forever; subdue its madness Alone; as demons peer overhead, And witness words about the dead Alone; such pain, but 'tis a pleasure A verse be done; create such treasure Sweet agony; all I've ever known 'Tis no place like to be alone
"The Devil's Protégé"
Blackness in an endless hole Barren lands that fill a soul Vacated eyes; resembling coal A breath of ice, beyond control
Devil's blood; it flows so well Through the vines that thrive in Hell Nurtured by the fiend himself, And powers of his wicked spell
Performing deeds he leaves for me Dirty work done so gleefully After all, there is eternity, To rid a place of purity
'Tis so much time to get it right Each deed be done with sick delight To wipe the world of its pure light, And smear it's sun far out of sight
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 3:09 am |
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I saw this and thought it would be good to post. Very helpful tips.
Red Flags For Kinky People
"Red flag" is a term to describe a personal trait or behavior that is common in people who are harmful to their partners. When getting to know someone online it is very important that you look for these flags. When you see these red flags slow down or stop the relationship. Understand that none of these red flags alone are definitely a sign of a bad person. They only tend to be an indicator of a problem situation. The more you see these red flags, the more you are at risk. Many of these red flags can apply to both unhealthy Doms and subs. These recommendations are to help you avoid getting into an abusive relationship. If you think you or someone you know is in an abusive relationship please contact somebody.
Red Flags: 1) Tries to separate you from your friends, family or BDSM community. 2) Avoids talking about personal details. Gets mad when you ask or quickly ends the conversation or answers questions with questions. 3) Has no BDSM references or friends you can talk to. 4) Gets angry when you ask for references or ask around about them. 5) Is inconsistent with details about themselves. 6) Does not give you their home and work phone number at the appropriate time. 7) Only communicates with you at strange hours and gets mad if you try to contact them at other times. Criticizes the BDSM community and refuses to participate, especially if they never were part of it. 9) Consistently breaks promises. 10) Always finds excuses for not meeting. 11) Always puts blame on others for things going wrong. 12) Does not take personal responsibility. 13) Has bad relationships with most or all of their family members. 14) Pressures you into doing things you do not want to do. 15) Does not respect your limits, negotiations or contracts. 16) Pushes you into a D/s relationship too fast. 17) Falls in love with you way too fast and swears undying love before even meeting you. 18) Hides behind their D/s authority and says that their authority should not be questioned. 19) Tries to make you feel guilty for not being good enough. Says that you are not a "True" sub. 20) Loses control of their emotions in arguments and regresses to yelling, name-calling and blame. 21) Puts you down in front of other people. 22) Turns instantly on their friends, going from best friend to arch enemy at the drop of a hat. 23) Treats you lovingly and respectfully one day and then harshly and accusingly the next. 24) Goes to great lengths to get revenge on people. 25) Lies or withholds information. Cheats on you or is overly jealous. 26) Will not discuss what your possible future relationship could be like. 27) Tries to keep you in the dark about what might happen next in the relationship. 28) Does not respect your feelings, rights, or opinions. 29) Belittles your ideas. 30) Blames you for your hurt feelings. 31) Abuses alcohol or other drugs. 32) Is constantly asking for large amounts of money from you or others. 33) Threatens suicide or other forms of self-harm. 34) Deliberately saying or doing things that result in getting themselves seriously hurt. 35) Monitors your communications (emails, phone calls, chats) with others. 36) Only interacts with you in a kinky or sexual manner as if role- playing. 37) Will not have normal everyday vanilla conversations. 3 Never shows you their human side. Is emotionless. Hides their vulnerability behind their D/s role. 39) Has multiple online identities for interacting with the same communities. 40) Disappears from communication for days or weeks at a time without explanation. 41) Is rude to public servants such as waitresses, cashiers and janitors. 42) Never says thank you, excuse me or I am sorry to anyone.
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 3:06 am |
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PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me.
I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me.
Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me.
Now you understand Just why my head's not bowed I don't shout or jump about Or have to talk real loud When you see me passing It ought to make you proud. I say It's in the click of my heels The bend of my hair The palm of my hand The need for my care. 'Cause I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me Its how I see you love.
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 3:03 am |
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Can you understand? Can you understand what is needed? Can you understand what is wanted? Can you understand what the feeling is? The love, inside the soul, wants to be free. Are you the key? Can you understand? Something happened to change like the tides of the ocean. It's churning and crashing against the shore. The sky is Grey and unsettling. One beacon of light shines through with the ray of hope. That the storm might settle. That the cries of uncertainty, calm into the tranquility of scene. Can you understand? Can one awake from a dream that has become strained? Can one go back and start the dream over? One hopes so. Not to change the characters, but the scene or dialog. The sole wants a part to feel whole. Can you understand? The love, inside the sole, just wants to be free to love. Are you the key? Can you understand?...........
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 3:02 am |
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I saw this in another place and thought it would be funny to post here. While the following is rather humourous, it also says something very serious about Lifestlye wanna-be's. Please read and carefully consider, after having a good laugh!
BDSM Tech Support
L: Hi. I was trying to do the candle wax dripping thing, and it's not working. B: Have you lit the candle? L: I need to light it? B: Yes, if you want it to drip wax. L: How do I light it? B: With matches. L: Ok, thanks!
L: Hi, it's me again. I've got the candle lit, but whenever I try and press the wax onto her, she screams in pain. At least I think it's pain, I can't tell with the gag I put on her.
B: Ah, I think I see the problem. You need to drip the wax onto her, by holding the lit candle well above her flesh. Don't push the flame into her body, that doesn't work. L: Gee thanks! How do you know all this stuff, did you go to college? B: Uh, no, I just picked it up by playing around at home. L: You must be really smart!
L: Hi, the candle's still not working. She's not screaming in pain any more, but the wax isn't melting on her, it's just bouncing off. B: Do you have the candle lit? L: Yup, it's lit, and the wax dribbles off, but then when it hits her it just bounces off. B: Uh, how high are you holding the candle. L: I'm standing on a chair, holding it way up while she's on the floor. That way it won't burn her. B: Um, that might be a bit too high. Try holding the candle about a foot above her. Then the wax will still be liquid when it hits her. If it's too hot, raise the candle higher. If it's not hot enough, lower the candle. L: Well why didn't you tell me the first time. B: I assumed you were a little more familiar with candles, sir. My apologies for the mistake. L: Don't talk down to me, I'm an MCSE! [0] B: Yes, sir. Just try that and let us know how it goes.
L: Guess who? Yup, me again. It worked really great, I dripped the wax everywhere and she really enjoyed it, and thrashed around a lot in pleasure. B: Great! How can I help you then? L: Well, after a while she passed out from the pleasure, and she hasn't said anything yet. B: Did you remove the gag? L: No, do I need to? B: Yes, sir. L: Ok, I'll just do it now, but she's in another room. B: You do that then call us back if there are any problems. L: Ok.
L: It's me again. I had to scrape a lot of the wax off, but I was able to remove the gag now. She's still not saying anything. B: Ok, have you tried pouring cold water on her? L: No, I'll do that now. How high should it be when I pour it. B: Uh, it doesn't matter how high, just pour it. L: Ok, hang on. I'll go do that now. *pause* Nope, it didn't help. B: Um, is she still breathing? L: How do I check? B: Is her stomach rising and falling? L: Let me just check. *pause* No it's not. B: I see. Uh, how much wax did you dribble on her face? L: Oh heaps! At least 3 candles worth. You could hardly make anything out it was on so thick. She really enjoyed it though, she was thrashing around so much when I did it. It's funny, but even though I've removed all the wax, her face is still kind of blue. B: Uh, yeah, that will pass. Um, she seems to have moved into another stage of existence, and it's not something we support. You'll need to call Life Support on 911. L: What? Hey, it was your candles and BSDM[1] book! You have to support it. B: I'm afraid not sir, we do explicitly state that you are responsible for the use of such equipment, and whilst we can provide tips and advice, you are responsible for anything occurring from the use of the product. L: I want my money back then! B: I'm sorry, but as you've used up the candles and used the book, we can't do that. L: You can't do that. I'm gonna call the police! B: Ok, Sir. You do that, and tell them everything which happened. Tell them that we have a recorded tape of all our conversations which they can listen to if they need to confirm anything. Then if they agree you deserve a refund we'll do that. L: Fine. *slams down phone*
[0] Melted Candle Splurting Expert. [1] Typo deliberate.
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 2:59 am |
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I am passing this on to you because it definitely works and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished."
So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kaluha, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates
You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace.
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 2:54 am |
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How can one make O/others understand For what it means to be owned? When T/they say girl, T/they are being cruel, This one smiles inside. When T/they say Master chains this girl like an animal, This ones heart swells with pride. T/they spit the word slave, As if it's a dirty word; When to this slave's ears It's the sweetest this girls ever heard. Your collar around this ones neck For all the world to see Is not a symbol of hardship, But for what it means to be free. How can this girl make them understand For what it means to be owned? For it means to be loved in a special way Heart, body, and soul.
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 2:53 am |
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OK, a Daddy Dom is a Male type Dominant Person Who has a strong Fathering urge,the counter part of the Mother Hen syndrome I would believe, How ever in D/s When the Daddy Dom takes a submissive, He treats her rather like a little girl(see the next page to find out more about the little girl sub) He guides, teaches AND.. offers her what she needs most of all, unconditional love and acceptance. In my view a Daddy Dom is the most tender of Dominants. He loves His little girl with an unwaivering and passionate Love that is timeless. His little girl is His sunshine the bright spot in His life. He wants nothing more than to pull her close and protect her from the cruel world. But knowing He can not, He guides and teaches her helping her to be ready for this world. And then He waits, knowing she will run to Him when she becomes over whelmed and scared by the harshness of it all. The Daddy Dom always has His little girl's best interest in mind, He will help her set and reach goals, He will help her improve herself to be the best she can be,not for Him but for herself..and yes He will even at times punish her. This will no doubt break His heart, but He will always do whats best for her. The Daddy Dom gains as much joy and excitement from His little girl's daily acomplishment as she herself does. His pride in her shows in the tender loving way He cares for her, she has put that twinkle in His eye. The Daddy Dom listens to all her fears and concerns, knowing no matter how silly or childish they may sound to Him, to her they are real and He will help her confront them. He slays her dragons so to speak and He is her Hero for it. The Daddy Dom hears all her dreams and desires and all the dirty little secrets, and smiles because she is bold enough and loves Him enough to open herself up so totally to Him, and He kisses her face and holds her close letting her know she is loved no matter what. she is His little girl, and He loves her unconditionaly. Even if during scening He brings her great pain to release her pleasures(admit it some like it .. so hush now.) He will cuddle her and show her the tenderness she craves when she needs it., when she feels unsure of herself ,He will whisper encouraging words for her, when she feels ugly He will reasure her how beautiful she is to Him.. when she is scared He will be her saftey ,her medium against the world if need be. Even though she is all woman, she is His little girl and He is her Daddy! "
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| Date: | Jul 23 2008, 2:52 am |
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Gary Jules "Mad World" All around me are familiar faces worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for the daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very very, mad world, mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very very, mad world, mad world Enlarging your world, mad world
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