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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 01:06:07 -0400

as requested by wolfscout SIR well as most of you know wolfscout has agreed to teach me i had a task at the weekend of edging :( not nice but it was my own fault for calling him wolfie and meanie (and you cant get me for them ones sir you asked me to write this) well the edging was for the "ie" on the end i was to edge every 20 mins for 2 hour for each "ie" thats 24 bloody times so anyway i then had to wait until yesterday to speak with him a very frustrated me all weekend not much fun then his next ingenious task to orgasm, woop i thought, then he said edge for 30 min then orgasm THEN write a blog to tell him/everyone what you was thinking/ feeling well until i orgamsed i was thinking wolfscout is mean,horrid and nasty but when i orgasmed oh my i couldnt think anythin just feel it was amazing the best orgasm i have ever had. it took me a while to get my head to work again. then it do and i thought oh no everyone is gonna read this.. on thinking that i turned a nice shade of pink but i cant complain the orgasm makes up for this embarresment so thank you sir for my orgasm

When it all ends

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 23:06:31 -0400

When it all ends. Who are we to say what it is wrong and what is right. Are we strong enough to cut ties with those who have hurt us the most When it all ends. Is it forgiveness we are really seeking Is anger worth it all? When it all ends Who are we? We are the generation who doesn't see the change. When it all ends. Where do you stand? Is one side right When it all ends. Do you know who you are?

The birth of my wings

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 17:06:38 -0400

My Guardian Angel told me today that this week would be good he was right so far it has been a great day ,more than a great day I have won a battle but not the war yet,that will come. He is my guardian angel my heart my soul my love ,so that is why my angel is complete another part of why my day has been great .Today was the final part of my tattoo my wings complete ,Fangs is for ever engraved on my body I have my wings my heart and my FF on my ass in honour of my Master. So take my hand as always ,see you later tonight. Your Alicat

Curiosity

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 03:06:47 -0400

We walk through our lives and certain people walk into and out of our lives. We all make mistakes. But its when people walk out and you think they dont care when they really do, that it shocks you the most. We cant move backwards only forwards.To those who are no longer in my life.... I wish you the very best and may you find the inner and outer peace that you deserve. You will never be forgotten no matter how much you refuse to speak to me. I have moved on and I am working on bettering myself. I hope you wont always hate me but if you do thats up to you. Be well

Happy Father's Day

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 18:06:00 -0400

Happy Father's Day to all the dads out there. Daddies are special!

thoughts today

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 13:06:52 -0400

I think of you and what I nearly had, Smooth soft vulnerable flesh Confined with in cords of ice cold, Metallic lengths of chain. Tools of my love , also metallic, slip into your warmest reaches, proding and searching. Your gasps of desire and the need You wished fulfilled Carries you onward, Time passes while you crave. I seek you out In the depths of darkness Moaning your desire Body motioning for more Passion consumes Body rises The limits of the chains Pressure you to the now. Beg me To give You relief. Do it. Long sought relief Tidal waves crashing Throughout your Well used body mine. You gaze up at me with longing And a calmness you couldn’t find without. Yes I will be there for that and more, Even though time and place is beyond us now. ~ Wolf 6.16.'13

I'll Take Care Of You lyrics

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 06:06:22 -0400

I ran across this earlier today & was blown away. Amazing song. Sums up so much to me about what many long for. Beth Hart & Joe Bonamassa I know you've been hurt By someone else I can tell by the way You carry yourself But if you'll let me Here's what I'll do I'll take care of you I, I loved and lost The same as you So you see I know Just what you've been through And if you'll let me Here's what I'll do I just have got to take care of you You won't ever have to worry You don't ever have to cry I'll be there beside you To dry your weeping eyes So darlin' tell me That you'll be true 'Cause there's no doubt in my mind I know what I want to do And just as sure One and one is two I just got, I got to take care of you I just got to take care of you Take care of you

To Hurt

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 00:06:59 -0400

Being hurt sucks...Unfortunately with it is when we grow the most. I find that most the heartbreaking things in life is what effects us the deepest. It pushes us past our boundaries and makes us decide whether we grow or we will have to relearn the lesson again. Feelings of hurt brings thoughts of chaos and unanswered questions. Some hurts we cannot even share because it is a secret lover, something we did that we are not proud of, or it could make things worse. In fact it could even be all three. If there is a way you can find a friend and lean on them it tends to help. Find one that you can rely on and that will not judge you NO MATTER the situation. Love can cause physical pain like the loss of a loved one by death because the experience of losing someone is very similar. You have to grieve. I hate grieving. Any negative emotion I would love to avoid. Right now, it would be nice to know someone could understand and it not be today's gossip. It is peoples hearts that are being trampled not the daily news! Even if you don't FULLY understand...either be patient and understanding or just don't ask! Finding love can be the best thing in life! Then again it can be the death of you...if you let it. I plan to fight..I want the love I feel for people to know that they have changed me for the better in myself. That is the only way to survive. Take it in...grieve..find the lesson...grow...and move past it. Don't try to rush past the grieving! It kicks your ass later down the road and then becomes what it known as BAGGAGE. Not good. Then eventually you have to deal with a bigger mess that has built up...((sigh)) Well....here is hoping I can take heed and learn...

Dresser for sale, hehe

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 00:06:55 -0400

Hilarious Craigslist Ad –
Dresser for Sale Dresser For Sale- Possessed By Ex Girlfriend I am selling the dresser that my ex left behind when we split. Like in our relationship, she felt it wasn’t an obligation of hers to move anything along in our union or move anything out when she left.This dresser has 9 drawers for hiding even everything from the largest load of bullshit to the smallest of emotion It’s made mostly of solid wood (mirror and drawer faces) and is very sturdy and very heavy – again like my ex but with less pulp. I believe it is made of oak and not self loathing and hatred It has a huge trifold mirror that was perfect for each of her faces.Very few bumps and bruises this dresser is a real keeper and just needs a little TLC – not years of therapy or Daddy’s approval.No reason to create the illusion of a bad childhood because this dresser is willing to provide a purpose for a family – storing clothes with no emotional baggage or snack cakes.Doesn’t bitch, never wonders where you have been and it can be friends with other pieces of furniture without being jealous or complaining. It does not believe the foot stool is a whore!Drawers slide open freely and easily like my ex but without the aid of alcohol, cash, or credit cards I am looking to sell it for the same amount of weight she gained in our relationship about $150. That price is not negotiable unlike my ex in any bar on a Saturday Night. Valued at a lot more and like my ex at that price I am giving it away Pickup only as I am just one man and like my ex – one guy just won’t cut it so bring your friends! Well worth it if you are a wingman, the adventurous type or a glutton for punishment DISCLAIMER: Exorcism unnecessary as its evil spirits left having already draining me of anything identifying me as a man and human being Location: Earth, TX it’s NOT ok to contact this poster with services or other commercial interests

http://www.iltlaugh.com/2013/06/04/craigslist/

On the edge

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 18:06:39 -0400

lest we not forget

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 17:06:57 -0400

Alicat is Twisted dangerous and more than a little mad Flirty and dirty,Eyes that hypnotise. Super strong mind,Full of positivity Sharp with tongue,Fools are dismissed Friends are blessed Fierce protective and loyal til the end. The Alicat that got the cream.

No one knows

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 17:06:30 -0400

Dear Abby....

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:06:20 -0400

Occasionally, while browsing news articles on Yahoo, I hit a headline that eventually brings me to a Dear Abby page. I wish they would warn me of that before I click. Or, perhaps they do and I'm simply zipping through them I don't notice. However, once there... it's hard not to read the accidents that are some people's lives. Such as the case with the below: [quote] DEAR ABBY: I am 25, and my boyfriend and I have been together since high school. We have now decided to take our relationship to the next level by living together. When I brought up the idea to my mother a few months ago, she was against it. She said if I do this it will change my relationship with her. My boyfriend and I are college graduates, have good jobs and are self-supporting. If things work out between us, we will most likely be getting married next year. I am an only child and I don't want to hurt my mother or have our relationship change, but I want to be able to live my own life. I would like her support, but don't know how to tell her what we have decided or if it would be worth breaking the special bond between my mother and me. -- ONLY CHILD IN CALIFORNIA DEAR ONLY CHILD: Stop beating around the bush and tell your mother what your plans are. At 25, you are old enough -- and this relationship has gone on long enough -- that moving in together is a natural progression toward a permanent commitment. Her resistance is based on fear of what your independence from her will mean -- to her. However, if you truly can't decide whether cutting the umbilical cord is worth it, then keep things as they are -- and remain her little girl forever. [/quote] I think Dear Abby is way off base here. This would have been my reply: [quote] DEAR ONLY CHILD: If you are writing Dear Abby for advice, then you are not mature enough to live with your boyfriend. [/quote] Just saying...

33rd birthday

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 06:06:42 -0400

Celebrated my 33rd birthday last night. No looking back now.

A Special Thanks!

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 19:06:39 -0400

Hello everyone! I wanted give thanks to everyone whom has helped and supported Me while I've tried My hand at becoming an Online DJ. Its been fun and the people I work with on a daily basis are good folk. SO THANK YOU! I would also like to say a special thank you to the SiteAdmin (SA) whom has been supportive and helpful during My short career as an online DJ. He even made a link in chat! so, a VERY BIG THANK YOU!!!!! Since I've been at MMO-Radio.org, I've since made it to the Top 3 DJ's. From someone who'd never had any experience competing against other DJ's whom have been DJing for years or more, to Me that's quite an accomplishment. So again thank you all for all your support! -=Race=- p.s. for all those whom have been asking for an update blog, one is on the way! (most likely next week as this weekend is Pride weekend)

Did my time

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 13:06:32 -0400

this songs says alot to me and about me as a person. not so much anger in me these days but I still fight with my self over it.Its a on going battle for me.

Getting to know each other

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 06:06:18 -0400

1-What animal would you be if you could? 2-What is something positive about yourself? 3-What is something you want to do in life that you haven't done yet? 4-What do you wish to be remembered for? 5-What is something about yourself that might surprise others? 6-Who would you love to meet & why? 7-Who is someone your admire? 8-What book, song, or film made a difference in your life? 9-What are your favorite scents? 10-What would your last meal be?

Findings

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 20:06:11 -0400

Well, I think I am learning...I sometimes wonder if people in this lifestyle forget how some can come here without a lick of clues of what to expect. I think I have made just about every mistake possible this week. Insomnia is NOT on my side. Why do things have to be so hard and so stressful!! I have learned some things about myself though...I am overwhelmed with life about 80% of the time and the meaning of fun was drained from me before I found this place. I think that is why I am like a little girl who just tried chocolate all over again! I am absorbing everything around me so quickly so it doesn't melt away. ((sigh)) I just hope I don't make any decisions that can cost me more than I can bare. I never thought learning to be laid back could be so stressful!! Everything was so clear cut, and I was in control and had life by the belt and knew where I was going and how to get here in my Vanilla world. I feel like I am without an ounce of knowledge and I am beginning to understand why. I don't have fun in my Vanilla world. I do not take time to get to know what I want to satisfy myself but others around me. I take care of me...and before I got here that just meant doing what I could get by with and taking care of everyone else first. Forgetting how to have fun is so not cool! Sometimes I get scared because I fear life will be over before I start it so I feel like running all the time to do what I want in life. Time limits restrain me. Not sure how to break free of that. Argggg My mind is set not to give up on this lifestyle. I may make several more mistakes, but if I come out with a couple wonderful people as my friend, and learn to have fun, I think I can possibly manage the consequences along with it.

i got a liar

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 19:06:56 -0400

My new girl is a liar ..and I'm not really sure what to do....the first thing I told her was..." hey I really like but I can't really go out with cause I'm a sadist...my desires and fantasies....will be things you won't want to do...and I got a lot of them I would like to do before I die" she was oh trust I can handle nything....I got a lot of my own that my ex was to scared to do...I stop her and said I really want someone who's submissive...and listen and that have complete faith in me...I know complete faith and trust won't happen like that but the wait will be worth it....she was oh don't worry....trust me i 'm submissive...I wanna get rape...I want to get gang bang...I want this and that...I couldn't help but laugh cause I think she got me completely wrong....but she was funny so I give her a chances...I just got a new car so I'm working a lot to pay it off...so most of the time we meet and talk was around midnight....she already said she's completely inlove and would do anything for me...and want me to take nights off so I can come play with her...hahaha she sound so though almost like she was giving me an order...but I. Was curious and staff so I decide to go...I text she said I'm doing my nails...I'm like ok tomorrow I'll take it off ...so keep making yourself beautiful she was like anything for you babe you will love my nails there so long...so I took that night off to go see her early just to check out the nails....when I saw them they wasn't done....she was like oops I was hoping to do it before tomorrow night....next day I text her she said she's bz...so I went and buy a few staff...even though I got lots of toys at home I haven't get a chances to use I though I start small...so anal beeds...small one the one I had was way to big ..rope cause I had a black one...but I went to get a red one cause she love red...didn't want to go over bored so I just got a little vibrater...and nipples clamps...I was excited I went by early she was at the bus stop with another guy...hahaha I laugh ...and left I thought I see why she was to bz to text... she text and said his just. A friend and going somewhere and be back 10 at night...i came any way that night couldn't help it...I made her a promise I would and I never once broke a promise...that night I came and didn't bring the subject.. I start with a simple ropes dress...she said the rope made her ass feel weird and got mad...so I took it off...I didn't get mad we spend the night...and did have sex....but just normal sex...we had a nice morning....and talk....the next day...she didn't call or text...the day after that we got in an arguement over nothing.....now I wonder what I should do cause I don't think she's into my kind of staff she love my handcuff....and nipple clamps....so maybe theirs hope for her...to be mine....but she not submissive....maybe she will submit....since she said she love...me.....what to do....what to do

Notice on jennalee.

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 16:06:22 -0400

Due to a request from jenna ... Please inform me if jennalee misbehaves in any way whatsoever, in chat and else where. Thanks for your "cooperation". ~ Wolf.