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Double the Intimacy
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By:
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Rosebud |
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Mood:
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Contemplative |
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Date:
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Jul 11 2012, 5:15 pm |
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Music:
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None |
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This is the very first photo milord ever took of me:
Why I wanted to show this should be obvious by the time you finish reading below.
After I posted my blog about my first visit with him, milord instructed me to thereinafter more strictly follow the blogging format employed by his other subs, using links and photos as they describe their adventures with him and their feelings about them. When I was with milord this past weekend, he explained exactly what he meant. This is one of the Procedures he has now taught me. Milord has few Rules; he expects his subs, however, to learn many Procedures.
Given the context in which he first raised this blogging procedure, that is, following the format of his other subs, I suppose the first emotion I should explore is how I feel about the fact that milord has other subs. It may surprise many to read that it does not bother me. I entered this relationship with open eyes. Milord lists his "Dating Status" here as "Polyamorous," and displays his other subs on his profile and in his gallery. I have not met them yet, but milord has informed me that he intends I should meet them soon.
In that regard, on my profile I list my orientation as "Bi-curious." This curiosity has increased greatly since I joined this site. Milord has come right out and said he expects that I will have the opportunity to satisfy this curiosity when I meet one or both of his other subs. I know it sounds awful, but it actually turns me on that he is planning my sexual experiences for me, even those with other people.
One of milord's other subs is an accomplished photographer. She has already said she wants to photograph me. I am really looking forward to that!
Milord takes nice photographs, too. Here is one he took when we first got together last month:
Here is one he took last weekend:
Here is a similar picture with pearls:
Those pearls! The night before, milord had done the most amazing things with those pearls. The best was when he covered the whole strand with a stimulating oil, inserted almost the whole thing in me, then slowly withdrew it while using his tongue on me at the same time. In my mind, this photo commemorates that:
I still get shivers remembering!
Looking through milord's Gallery prompted me to ask him why he takes so many pictures of his subs performing fellatio on him. For example, here is one of the first photos milord ever took of me:
And here is one from this past weekend.
He gave two reasons. First, he noted these were some of the only times during lovemaking that his hands were not busy doing something more important. He is certainly right about that!
He then went on to explain that the main reason he likes to display such pictures is that fellation is the ultimate in, as he put it, "obsequious intimacy." I asked if this meant he thought it was degrading, and that's why he displays them. He said that it is just the opposite, and that he finds not just pleasure, but "comfort," in oral sex.
I'm not sure I understand that entirely yet, but I'm starting to get a better grasp on it. Thinking back over the weekend, I think my initial mistake was by not realizing the emphasis he places on intimacy in everything. Milord is always a gentleman, and I think there is intimacy in all of the things he does with me, whether they be intensely sexual (and, to be fair, I should mention he gives me more cunnilingus than I give him fellatio), or as simple as stroking my shoulder as we pass in a hallway.
Which brings us back to that simple photo with which I started this blog. Milord took it the first day we met, and posted it here a few days later. He added an effect, however, darkening the edges so that, despite the flowers around me, the only focus is on my face. It makes the picture, I believe, much more intimate. |
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