My first munch is coming up on the 16th of this month and i'm so excited about it but last night my nerves kicked in and i mean they kicked in BAD. i was talking with leather and all of a sudden i started shaking and even had tears spring to my eyes! I just kept thinking OMG what if i screw this up and offend someone or do something wrong?
This is such a new journey for me and completely out of my normal little box that i have always lived in. i know that i have a LOT to learn and am looking forward to learning more about myself. i also know that there will be a lot of ups and downs as i try to figure this all out.
With that being said i would like to express a great big thank you to the many wonderful people i have met on here and to three particular people for helping me out last night:
leather: thank you for talking with me and helping me to calm down. i did as you suggested and sent Beast (the guy in charge of the munch) the message as you suggested and he said that he would save me a seat near him so i would have someone that i've at least spoken to near me. Thank you for expressing such faith in me by telling me to just be myself.
Cruel_Master: Thank you for talking with me when i couldn't sleep and telling me that you have complete faith in me and that i would be fine. Maybe not in those exact words (i was 1/2 dead with sleep at the time) but that is what i took away from our talk and it means so much to me.
Mitch: Thank you for being YOU and wanting to be there for me throughout my journey! It really means a lot to me to know that i'm not going through this jouney alone!
To everyone else that i have met THANK YOU ALL just for being the wonderful people that you are, for being so supportive and for making me feel so welcome here!!