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I haven't been on for 2 days, because I haven't had the Internet. Something went wrong with the cable. But, it's all fixed now. I went to Gay Pride last Saturday, & had a ball. I've never been there before. I feel like I have no one in the world to talk to. I have Severe Depression, & that turns everyone off. They don't understand it. Thus, they pull away from me. I'm a very shy person. Unless I get to know you first, I won't talk much. That's why I don't go into the chat rooms. I'm scared of alot of things. One of them is baring myself to all of you. I have had a lot of pain in my life, & I don't need anymore. The last friendship I had, I lost, through no fault of my own. But, it made me want to commit suicide. This person, has hurt me more than anyone I ever knew. They were the only friend I ever talked to about my problems. Now I have no one. No friends at all. The only way I can talk is when I write. Let me get to know you better, then I can feel free to talk & to play. I have no money to go anywhere. I'm trying to get Disability. But, that's hard for me to get. I'm counting on my Lawyer to get it for me. Hopefully he does, because I'm tired of others paying my bills for me. I want to pay them myself. If any one of you want to be friends with me, please do so. I can use all the friends I can get. |
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